thx god for wad u have given mi,

2005-10-30T11:32:00.000+08:00

who is willin to stay by my side;
through both happy and sad times;

wo yao de zhi shi;
yi ge kai xin de zi ji;
can i be one?

2005-10-30T11:25:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MINGXIAN
may [09] be ur lucky charm wherever you go

most importantly,
we knw we will stay happie(:

2005-10-28T20:26:00.000+08:00

@#1%^$*90&%#$%@#%^87()(
AGHHHHH

im so sick
i wanna die
fever,painful cough,terrible sorethroat and continuous running nose
THESE ARE GETTING ME MAD

i felt so terrible now,
cry out loud=(

speech day was finally OVER.
all i could say;
we've tried hard,girlguides
PRAISE all=)
but i believe, we can go further

SICK SICK SICK=(
ARHGHHHHHHGHHGHGHGHG
blame who?
myself,who ask me to gobble down mac double spicy chicken,
when i was already suffering frm sorethroat

2005-10-23T11:19:00.000+08:00

though is hard, i never thought of giving up

HOHOHO;
i've found some friendship quotes and found it very meaningful
so i've it POSTED up here

:D Truly great friends are hard to find, difficult to leave, and impossible to forget

:D True friends are the people that are there for you unconditionally. They are the people that never question you and support you no matter what the circumstances are. They are the people worth living for

:D True friendship is when two friends can walk in opposite directions, yet remain side by side

:D A friend is someone who can see the truth and pain in you even when you are fooling everyone else

I FOUND MY GUARDIAN ANGELS

2005-10-23T10:38:00.000+08:00

HMMM:D

sunday morning is once again;
BORING^_^

LOL!
JK and JUAIN emcees leh
lol,they have got hidden talents
I SEE:)

hmm,
SPEECH DAY is getting everione insane
HAI
lots and lots of REHERSALS
cheering is not fun at all,
we are almost pissed off by ''them''
they used the muffled cheer,
and everione was like blaming us for the unclear effect

WHO CHOSE THE CHEER?
its YOU,dont ask us to SHUT UP
we are definitely not your slave please

WE WILL NOT BEAR WITH YOU
unlike your unit.

I MISS MY DEAR WORM
i knw it will only be a one day trip,
BUT,
i miss your laughters,smiles and .........
XL ness .WHOO

that sounds so MUSHY.
its NOT me;)

hmmm,SHERM.W.
better dont come back anymore
dont worry i wont miss you/
i knw you will .

LOL.that's more like ME.

I MISS FIGHTING WITH YOU
I MISS VIOLENCING
I MISS SHERM.

is life a continuous cycle?
why are we going through the same thing everytime?

ALRIGHTS:)
my HOLIDAYS are BURNED.
i have been like relaxing,
and now i realised there's so much CAMPS for me to attend
so much,
so much.

EWW.

unknown date: SVA CAMP

1dec-5dec : CAMP TEMASEK ( i bet it will be super tough,PRAY HARD THERE WILL BE HUNKS)

6dec-9/10dec: GG CAMP

17 nov-19 nov:APC CAMP

31oct-2 oct: chalet

15 nov-17 nov: chalet

27 dec: chalet

UNKNOWN DATES: pioneering courses,tuition,proposals and LOTS LOTS MORE

i knw i will be dead,when school reopens

YUCK,HELP ME OUT OF ALL THIS CAMP PLS

2005-10-22T22:22:00.000+08:00

3E2 HAD BEEN PROMOTED!
i meant the WHOLE LOAD of 3E2 :D:D
LOL!

despite the THREATENINGS JEERINGS CRITISISMS

WE PULLED THROUGH
SISTERS AND BROS:D

ho
hoho
hohoho
hohohoho
:D:D:D:D:D

why am i still hanging onto you
for NO absolute reason ?
WHY?
WHY?
do i feel remorseful? REGRETFUL?

I KNW I DONT.
because i knw you knw the reason
IT'S CONFIRMED

THE END,
OF A ONCE BEAUTIFIED FAIRY TALE :D

DID I CRUSHED?
OMGOMGOMG,

maybe it's just-

CLASH, CHEMISTRY,then CRUSH

aiya, CHERYL ARH;(
just some innocent crush larh.

NOBODY WILL KNW.
haiyo.
i just find him a PERFECT guy.

THAT'S ALL.
you knw who's in my heart.
BUT I THINK HE'S FADING AWAY.
cause i dont really FEEL anything, MAYBE im numbed
HE CAST ME AS SOMEONE HE DIDNT KNW BEFORE,OR perhaps
SOMEONE who had changed DRASTICALLY
AWAE I AM NOT REALLY BOTHERED BOUT THIS,
i've learnt it's so TIME WASTING
if he dont treasure or appreciate anything, WHY shld i?

HOHOHO.
''HE MELTS MY HEART''
through his every action

EWWWWW.
AWAE.
I JUST REALISED I NEED TO BE A GOOD GAL NOW.
AWAY FROM TUCKED OUT SHIRT,
AWAY FROM ANKLE LENGTH SOCKS,
AWAY FROM EVERYTHING which will obstruct me from doing well.

AHREN TOLD ME '' no choice,in this modern world, if we dont work hard, we will be eliminated de''
HMM,
i told you.
HE
IS
GOOD
:D

whop!
AWAE THANKS EVERYBODY WHO HAS A SHARE IN THE BIG BIG SLYVESTER
I LOVE IT.
esp, LILI who sang me HAPPY B.DAE SONG AT LEAST 5 times

I LOVE YA LOADS:D

thx so much to JN too.
im not in purpose to say anithing to you to break your heart or wad,
i just personally believe and hope we will not spoil our friendship.
ANI FURTHER.
YOU KNW WHO I AM.

THANKS TO MINGXIAN TOO.!
LOL! my dearest friend!
for the PRESENT.
i thought no more POOH.
but it cheered me up in time,when i knw i flung my PHY.
I LOVE IT TOO.!
your birthday coming soon!.
LOOKING FORWARD TO IT?
aHOHOHOOHOH

HOPE YOU R ENJOYING LIFE NOW.
:D
takecare-

2005-10-16T22:29:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF:D:D:D

I WALKED ALL ALONE,BY MYSELF
AND HERE I AM,SAFE AND STRONG=)

I DID IT
I KNW I CAN,ONE DAY
HERE'S THE DAY
I REMAINED STRONG,
AND MOVE ON

FINALLY
UNTIL NOW=)

im so HAPPI HAPPI:)
I WONT SHED EVEN A TEAR FOR ?
ANIONE ANIMORE

IT'S LAME TO CRY FOR YOU

AGAIN
AGAIN
AND AGAIN

IM SO SICK AND TIRED OF IT
ALL I KNW
YOU WONT UNDERSTAND

LOL!
RATHER THAN CARRYING A BURDEN OF MEMORIES
WHY NOT
PUT IT DOWN AND LET GO
AND START A NEWW LIFE

IT'S WORTH IT
DEFINITELY

IM FINALLI AWAKE FROM MY MISTAKES

HERE I AM
STANDING PROUD AND TALL=)

JIAYOU!

HAPPIBIRTHDAY ONCE AGAIN
MY B.DAE WISH
: TO BE HAPPY WIF MY FAMILY.FRIENDS
: STUDIES TO BE RECOGNISED
: TO LEAD A HAPPY AND MEANINGFUL LIFE

2005-10-14T20:15:00.000+08:00

exams OVER !
and i actually spent everyday hanging until at least 10pm every night.
gosh.

ORCHARD is not too big actually, but left my legs in pain,
lol,thurs was a mad mad day for us,lili.
LOLS,crazily shopping and shopping and shopping

went SENTOSA

FUN,FUN,FUN
sun-burned-_-''
hmm,get to know two new friends
sihao,kelvin from ITE,
and they communicated with us in english-
whoa, ITE english educated GUYS
but they are NICEE-

2005-10-02T10:52:00.000+08:00

my blog would be dead
till 14th oct,
when xams'r over-

looking forward is never a wrong
i had moved on for 4 months,
and now;
it's the time to shine

2005-09-18T17:30:00.000+08:00

mylostreflection

you are my miracle,
my will to live

2005-09-18T17:22:00.000+08:00

eww-
nothing but;
MUGGIN,MUGGING AND MUGGING

thinking how can i play after exams,
motivated me to really sit down,and ?
STUDY.
such a stupid idea of me,sticking a paper infront of me,
which stated ''FOCUS''
hmmmmmmmmmmm,
BUT,it was USEFUL,
i managed to clear off some idoitic reading

2005-09-11T14:22:00.000+08:00

my lost reflection

tiredtiredtired
yawn:O
went mall and met eugene and mingshun
i brought mac into this magic bla bla bla restaurant
and sat their while eugene tempted me with his delicious dishes
LOLOLOL
i was not hungry larh BIG BIG FOOL
walked round mall

HAHAHHA,
they told me the greatest secret i had ever heard
''HE'' was the head of tampines gang grp
OMGOMGOMG
-_-''''''''''''''''''

eugene cheated money from me
''_''
i bought a whatever for him-

anyway
lots of fun today
but tired tired tired

2005-09-11T14:19:00.000+08:00

my lost reflection

OHH! NEW LAYOUT(:
yeahyeahyeah:D:D:D:D:D

i DELETED all my old posts i realised as i read none of my posts was HAPPY??
all of them was SAD,SAD,SADbunbun told me none of posts was actually a HAPPY one
and it was true ( i was down mah so i posted a lot of unhappy stuffs)
keeping the old posts on my blog only reminds me of the sad stories and memoriesso i DELETED them without much hesitation
it was such a huge accumulation of sadness so i took a long time deleting them

LOLOLOL
as i read i amusingly found out that every single post was related to youmy blog was all about you
no wonder not surprisingly it looked dead and teared-_-'' BOREDBOREDBORED
my posts will be nothing to do with you from now
it will be me me me and my NEW HAPPY LIFE

MUMMY is HEALTH CONSCIOUS!!
she told me with a very very very serious tone which i thought i did something wrong
she told me crying is bad for health so dont cry so often
it will only increase the size of our eye bags and darken our dark circles eventually

HEHEHEHEHHEH
she's GOOD -
i should heed her precious advice carefully

LARHLARHLARH

time:2.17pm

i am having a BAD HEADACHE:/
it's turning me UPSIDE DOWN

BYEBYE
collasping onto my bed

you are my miracle